Alright, I'm going through a long term break up (3 years).
I moved back home from Florida to Washington on October 3rd after I found out my girlfriend of 3 years had been having an affair. Granted, I was emotionally distant and not very good to her. I've accepted that this was by far the best thing for us. That being said, I love her. A lot. I would get off my chair right now and get on a plane back to her if she asked me to. She hasn't, she doesn't want me back, QQ boohoo crymore yadayada.
That being said, I can't seem to break contact with her. I light up when she messages me, and I know I shouldn't, but I can't help myself but reply. All of the logic in me is saying to just get over her and stop being a giant pussy. So I guess the point of this topic is to get some emotional backing, and i'll comment something I hate about her on here every time I have the urge to reply to her. so I can get over her.
Hell, my constant late nightly Median sessions probably caused all of this, it's the least the forum could do.