OFF-TOPIC: @Greg
You may find it entertaining to know there is a fine-line between "feeling good" on xanax (or valium, or my favorite Klonopin), and blacking-out everything you did that entire day. I found for myself it's around 3-pills, and after that, day is gone... and I don't mean like I fall asleep... I mean whatever I did the entire day is completely erased from my memory. Try it sometime.