Sometimes I wonder if I should spent my time on caring for my kids diseases maybe drive out to nature to show it something wonderful, instead of playing median. And if I should pay their medical needs by getting a second job / and or personal develope more, instead of buying luxury food and soft-drugs and paying the power cost for pc and stuff. But then there is the median mod which is the greatest mod I have played in my life and that time will be gone in a few years. I dont want to regret not having spent my time on such a great mod in its prime time. I did that with world of warcraft back then (very few play) and still regret it (it's garbage now, and everything else is but this). my kids were prioritized. While now I want to do something for myself I today wondered about my decision..